Nighttime Thoughts

Against my inner voice of insane privacy, I'm blogging about nothing but my life & how I feel ...I know you're excited to read about all intensely personal boredom ..The writing probably won't come as easy as when I was a kid ...when I was a bright, young thing ..a time buried away ...it was full of possibility & time but you don't know that til it slips. Now I'm just a struggling in the mass, destined to its ends. I was never one who said I wish that I was older or when I grow up ..I was one of those  who never made good on the promise. I 'm going to end here before the self pity seeps its way in, besides I'm going to sleep on my small regrets but massive worries & begin again tomorrow as usual ..maybe then we'll talk more or this will remain an empty page full of meaning to one & no other  ~Night